Do You See What I See?

So I'm lucky.

And I'm also me.

Which makes it hard sometimes to be both. But. The cool thing is to hear that people believe in me anyway. Friends. Wonderful friends. Oftentimes they believe more than me. That they will say things like this via email:

Did you watch the Oscars? What did you think? I always think of you when the writers go up and get their awards knowing one day that will be you. I wonder what gown you'll wear. ;)

It makes me want to believe in 38 days. And that someday soon I will see what they see. And so will everyone else.